Heart

Everyone knows what a heart is because most things that we do come from our hearts. It is the vital center and source of one's being, emotions, and sensibilities.

Above all, the heart shows your affection whether It's deep or shallow. You always need a heart to accomplish most things. Simple things like to love your better half, to work and to care for your neighbours and friends.

We give with hearts
We love with hearts
We break a heart
We lose a heart

I know I have a broken heart to mend and this one here is gonna take sometime. Don't be surprised if I haven't come online or freeze my blog cos' I'm not who I am now. I turn into this person whenever I feel a need to and she just helps me to feel better in ways noone can understand. She is just who I have to be now.




Though that doesn’t mean that we've
stopped loving them or
we've stopped to care.

Sometimes goodbye is a painful way
to say I love you.

If someone you love breaks your heart,
cry a river,
build a bridge,
and try to get over it.

It's like my mind knows what's right
but my heart is being retarded and still cares

May you know the peace
and comfort this heart felt thought imparts;
the ones we love are never gone,
for they live within our hearts.

Life without you is like a broken pencil,
there is no point.

And now, all that I ever held dear is just a memory.

How can I love again when
I can't stop loving the one that hurt me so much?

A broken heart is a heart that has felt love.

If tears could build a stairway on memories alone,
I'd walk right up to Heaven
and bring you home again.

But I won't.
because heaven can never promise me dreams come true.
not even one dream come true with you.

Ask me how many times
my heart has been broken
and I will tell you to look in the sky
and count the stars.

But love isn't everything now that we see clearly,
love, clearly is not ready for us.
Not now, not a year ago and definitely not anytime soon.

tilwemeetagain.

Polyvore

Boo yah!
Sorry for being absent from the blogsphere AGAIN. Well, as I have mentioned earlier I just don't find the motivation to blog anymore seeing that It's kind of a waste of time especially with photo uploads and stuff. Anyway, I'm back on Polyvore! If you are wondering what the hell It is, just scroll down to see how Polyvore works. There was once I went Gossip Girl gaga especially with Blair Waldorf and see what I did with her!

YES! Design and more design. Put your creative minds together and work a masterpiece.

I've always loved Blair and her tailored dresses ;)

To fake a Blair you need hairbands, dresses and pearls ;)

Oh well, this is just Miss Leighton Meester herself ;)

Petals and pearls - just so B

This is by far one of my favourite sets that I've done. The theme and color blend so well together.

The cute one LOL

If you are wondering is that all? YEAP I gotta go, shall post up about Michelle's birthday tomorrow or day after cos' I want to take a rest now. Pictures are uploaded to an album in Facebook though so you can just check it out if you want to ;)

Ciao!

Disco lights and me

Knock knock. Who's there? Me. Me who? Me Laney ;)

LAME.

Anyway, sorry for the random randomness, I've been missing in action for quite awhile now so LOL I'm really losing my interest in blogging HAHA you must be thinking WTF so soon? Yeah I find that It's kinda pointless sometimes and in life there are more things to do than getting yourself engrossed into the cyber world right? What more I feel like It's an obligation now that when I don't blog I feel uneasy and I do not like that. Same goes for my Facebook and I just think I should know when to pull myself out from there and get real with life.

Anyway I've gained some KGs and I'm still not quite regretting for having too much of ice cream, chocolates and snacks and the only way to stop myself from eating is when I don't have any cash with me. So the best way to do It is to leave my wallet at home and SIGH how did I become who I am now. Now that I've gained some fats I feel like cursing those stick-thin celebrities as they claim how they do not work out and eat a lot apparently their metabolism rate is high, my ass!

You know what? That doesn't exist. You wanna eat, you got a price to pay. You don't eat, you look thin. So what do you choose? Of course eat and work out right? Cos' you only have one life to live and you live to eat not eat to live. So whoever claims that he or she is fat when they are not I mean seriously when they are just 40 KG and they go 'OMG I'm SOOOOOO fat!' you know what

BEEP you

BEEP you again on behalf of people that are in my shoes cos' obviously you are thin like you are sick so why say the opposite to make others feel like shit?

Btw, something cute to share. Something good to laugh about when you are 'slightly bigger' and not feel so shitty about the excess meat on your body ;)

Drew's work - how can I not have hair when the only problem I'm facing is gaining weight?

My work - that's much better :)
and that was really really cute Andrew LOL

I'm feeling sleepy already and I think I'll sleep anytime from now so If I don't finish means I've fallen asleep.

I'm totally gone I better go now before I get worse LOL and I have some pictures from last saturday night to share. Enjoy viewing ;)

Over @Jim's doing our first round of predrink

The three of us AGAIN

Introducing The Backstreetboys WTF
Me and ME LOVE! CARAMEL VODKA
Look at the number of shoes a guy owns. Now tell me who is vain LOL
When we were all drinking they went cam whoring at the hall
and outside the house WTF

And where-else-not LOL

@ 205 Cocktail Bar and Wine Celler

The sexy interior with curtained booths -totally classy!

Darren was pretending to be shorter than us WTF

LOL

A kick ass picture- now on Michelle's wallpaper

Camera shy? Doubt so.

This bar has the BIGGEST cocktail list of any bar in Christchurch

Beer. Mojito. Grapefruit with something LOL

Joyce's Grapefruit something. My Malibu Pineapple. Michelle's Hemingway cocktail and Darren's Hoegaarden.

Felix and Karen ;P

@ the ladies WTF

Michelle - obviously intoxicated WTF

@ Liquidity

Does this look like he's giving him a kiss? HAHAHA

Darren and Steve

Tim Joede Me Elle Steve Darren

Darren and Jim

Like the effect on this picture ;)

Disco lights

My superb retarded face of the year

Jim Steve Tim and Jack
Darren and his stoneness
Steve and Jim's back WTH
Jack and more beautiful disco lights

Yes I can see her
Cause every girl in here wanna be her
Oh she's a diva
I feel the same and I wanna meet her

Just changed my message alert to THAT and It's officially the music me love 24/7 and me scream when the club has It playing. Just so get me into the mood this sexy bitch ;)

Night night Malaysians I miss you all the most! ;)

Birthday getaway to Lake Tekapo

Click to kepo my recent trip to Lake Tekapo here ;)

Groove and booze

..Dance dance,

and these are the lives you love to lead

Dance,

this is the way they'd love..

A saturday night filled with booze, groove and laughs. What more could you ask for?

A sunday morning sleeping in til 2.30p.m. It's true, I'm more than happy to have gone out to let loose, just a wee bit. It's been awhile really.

Predrink was done at Pocha. Again with the same drinking game we took part in the week before called Circle of death, we laughed our hearts out. Club hopping or window clubbing like Darren said was really fun on The Strip, Oxford Terrace. From Tokyo to Paris. and NYC No la just from Coyotes, Ferment and Liquidity back to Coyotes. It would be great if you minus the cold weather cos' we were freezing outside the clubs without our overcoats on. For the sake of looking good in photos later. Welcome to the girls club ;) By girls we mean normal girls that spend an average half and hour to an hour top to get dressed, make up and look good before going out ;)

Definitely not 4 hours or 8 hours. For God's sakes.

Work's been bumpy enough dealing with an argument in between a Vietnamese and Chinese. Why do asians fight anyway? Thought we are suppose to stick together or something guess that's a total B.S. Work has never been so stressful, the collison, the shameless jokes shared among them Vietnamese and Vietnamese are totally rude. They utter shrilly with eyes gazing from your top to toe and go all HAHAHA, HUHUHU or HEHEHE. Tel me about racism I guess they are the ones being ridiculous first.

Motto of the day: Noone shall be nice to meaners.

This is just one thing to remember well in life. Being saintly to satan will make you more of a satan which sounds totally bizzare since I have not unveiled the theory behind It YET but just never be nice to sinners. You don't have to be mean cos' that way you degrade yourself. You just don't have to be nice. Remember, don't have to be nice to meaners.

I repeat, don't have to be nice to meaners.

Well another 2 more months I'm gone and I'll go home to Malaysia! So I can BEEP these people goodbye. On the last day of work, I'll walk out of the entrance in skyhigh heels, with strong wind blowing to my face, and my hand flipping my hair over the shoulder, smiling and waving to these bunch of buntuk lubangs. No, I will not walk into the glass door and embarrass myself on THE last day. That would be the glorious moment of my life, at ProffesioNAIL. Yes that's the name of my shop. Please don't laugh It's rude to do It in front of me, you may excuse yourself to the toilet. My last words to them? I will be back and I will pretend to walk out of the shop and after 5 seconds I turn around saying to haunt you.

LAME as LAMEY sounds huh so here are the pictures most people like to see than to read my very long winded and Lamey style writing. I get It, I get It. SIGH. (*shaking my head sadly*)

Us at toilet as soon as Tim's church programme ended.
Couldn't hardly wait to
camwhore and eat (WTF refreshments served before we arrived when we were anticipating it the whole time)
Pocha. Yenna and Michelle
Yeena, Blasius, Michelle, Raymond, Joede and Lamey

Steve (looking so WTH), happy Darren and Yeena.

Soju and beer

Tim and Les

I had to finish up and

he too WTH

The rest of them

Raymond showing his infamous magic trick, trick he uses to attract girls like them WTF

The only couple of the night LOL

Tim going around asking 'Do we look alike?' and I don't believe Jonas is your brother LOL

My BF said my lips look bigger now maybe It's because of the pout I've been doing all day LOL

6 Quick Fu*ks for 6 of us
All you need is Bailey's, Kahlua and Midori.

@ Ferment. Darren and Michelle

The girls and Blasius

Karen and I with a Felix at the back LOL

@Liquidity. Red, yellow, purple and brown

@ Liquidity's ladies WTH

Slightly tipsy us

@Coyotes. After being squeezed into mini midjets.

The big brother and his sisters LOL

Joycelainelle ;P

SMOKE gets in your eyes WTF

I found myself my top 6001 favourite picture

Club scene starts from here

Feeling the beat WTF

@ Coyotes

@ Liquidity

Officially the BEEP my life picture of the night WTF

Ting nan and Blasius

Groovin'

Couldn't hide how high I was with the music and crowd

;)

Ta-ta

Pink eye 101

Most of you known it as red eye but Red eye is a movie so let's just call it pink eye to eliminate confusions since my eyes are not red YET.

OH if you insist you are a smart ass that do not understand anything non-scientific terms and referring to Wikipedia It's called Conjunctivitis. Now, I'm sure you get It smart ass but people call you nerd for a reason and the reason is you trying to be complicated when It's not. Why do you say sexually aroused when you are horny? Why do you say physical suffering when you can say pain.

If you are English. You are definitely alright for saying that cos' you are English.

AHEM, Where am I? So, while I'm typing this my stomach has growled for the 26 times now? Food It says. FOODSSS.

Chill la stomach can't you see your owner is typing?

LAME. Anyway I left work at 6 today cos' I couldn't stand the sting of tears in my eyes. It was fine when I wasn't straining them but once I start doing my customer's nails they hurt me as if I owe them money WTF and I was so tired at work I think firstly my eyes are the pain secondly I didn't really sleep well for the past few nights and It was really unpleasant seriously.

Have you ever felt like you are so BEEPing sleepy you just NEED to sleep NOW! Take note It's not like you have a choice cos' your brain is shutting down

3,
2,
1
NOW.

ZZZ

And then you hear your surrounding, you are half-consciously aware of what's happening but you can't see them (duh cos' you are asleep remember ? With eyes opened? WTFFF)

And then you felt a need to wake up cos' AGAIN you NEED to, well due to reasons

1) My tutor might know I'm sleeping if I don't wake up now
2) My customer would think wtf is wrong with this nail technician falling asleep while digging shit outha' my toes?
3) My mom would know I haven't been paying attention to her lecture the whole time cos' I've been nodding my head from sleeping not agreeing to her statements
4) ETC. ETC. ETC

Above all, you usually wake up when your senses nudge you whether It's this or that, you feel the urgency to get up when you know ' It's time!' Cos' you just know if you don't your body would start showing signs that you're asleep and It's embarrassing!

I always fall asleep when I find peace. Where else? The church. WTF I know what kind of a sinner I am but I did fell asleep during mass and prayers and I honestly think It was due to fatigue and God already forgave me I'm sure.

Anyhow I'm still trying to convince myself perhaps I really should enter the world of records for falling asleep when I was doing my customer's toe nails.

WTF.

Yes I did and my stomach growled again.

OKAY so I fell asleep only for 2 to 3 seconds but I remembered my hands were still moving and cutting my customer's cuticles from her toes. That was the amazing part.

Should I participate? Like now?

Maybe I should try to practice and master this skill and so one day I can just sleep while working. Oh God that's what I'm talking about ;)

BS enough of the BS. Cut. Cut. Here's a sample of my pink eye. The left one is worse actually.

Thanks to my colored lenses I am now officially short-sighted (c0s' people usually assume I'm normal by first glance cos' my eyes look so clean and clear! WTF And AGAIN if you are a nerd then It's called Astigmatic. But if you are a geek wannabe, you probably don't know what It means WTF It means blurred visions at all distances.
When you are short and blind which is me ;( you are most probably gonna suffer from S.A.D cos' you don't have enough HEIGHTS to SEE further.WTH. Wearing glasses could only fix this problem for NOW but I'd encourage you to correct your eye sights by all means. All means to go get your eyes lasered so you won't have to suffer what I'm going through now!SIGH. As for shortness OH and you could get limb lengthening surgery done as well, grow 2- 15 cm all you want but there's a huge price to pay. Try your eyes on this, one by one and see how they react?

Headache? Eyeache? HAHA GOTCHA. ESP the third one gives my sore eyes agony. Blood is flowing out now! NOOOO!

-_-""""

Now, be ready to wet yourself !(eh, that sounds so wrong WTF) cos' I have some really mouthwatering and mind boggling well-liked dairy food item. Creamy ice! Which, also means ice-cream WTH to show you! (was trying to act like a nerd but failed cos' I'm more of a lamer of course)

Note: only for display HAHAHA

Award winning Wendy's ice cream. Each exquisite scoop says NOTHING BEATS WENDY'S. Paid by the boss wor, so nice today don't know what he's up to.

I found my love. Chocolate, loads of marshmallows and chocolate chips. A.k.a Rocky road I'm sure Michelle would drool over this ;)

The end of week is here WTF unfortunately not for me (and so many more people in this world) Oh well you guys, since It is YOUR end of week, I hope

It rains so badly you have to stay at home the whole day!

HAHAHA (laughing to myself in front of the laptop and empty house apparently everyone has programmes, boyfriend, friends, aunty and uncle's friend's friend, even the dog! So forgive me if tomorrow really rains cos' HAHA I'll be happy for you!

Stomach calling.

Gotta run. (while thinking of what ingredients to go with her Shin ram yun)

TA!

P.S So God help me tomorrow will rain.

Swollen eyes

My eyes just can't stop watering. Why do colored lenses despise my eyes and can't they just be friendly with each other?

I had glasses put on to work for three days and today I thought I should take my chances seeing that they looked fine in the morning and who knew.

Now that they are tearing, they give me a reason to cry. At least, to cry with dignity.

Ever since I was young, I knew I would become a really good actress WTF wait!Not because I know I'm gifted OKAY cos' I know how good and fast I can cry.

I'm emotional and this makes me rather mushy especially dealing with anything personal. I cry just so easily It's not funny. I can just do It right now and get into world of records or something. Bear in mind I am not boasting. I am definitely not proud that's why I've been finding ways to kick that habit which I sort of let myself to build since I was little. I sort of stopped for a long time now because I forbid myself to and right now with the condition of my swollen eyes especially the left one plus a blocked nose which I don't know how It happens I just feel so much like dozing off now.

There's a perfume sale going on somewhere starting from tomorrow I really feel like going but the two major factors are kind of coming in my way (work and money) and so I might just let It slip this time but I heard they are very cheappppp ;('

Like really, really cheap wor.

See how la.

;(

Damn random tonight but really, I am and I don't know what I'm typing anymore I can't even see much clearly and my mind is shutting down soon.

Before I go, I have something for you to, ahem, see but you can drink from your imaginations ;)

Three glasses of Hot Chocolate from JPD Merivale from tonight with the Su Siblings ;)

Last weekend

The Weekends ended just yesterday. Seems like it was just hours ago, It was still a rest day where everyone chooses to sleep in from the usual hangover they get the night before. With only 23 hours passed, we are here, today, on a monday. Standing at our starting point, getting ready to run on a marathon which will last for 5 or to some 6, 7, 8 days. Some run fast, some just prefer to take it slow, knowing that there's no point trying to finish the race when there are days to come until you reach your destination.

So near yet so far. With just 23 hours passed, we are all here, now, on a new day which eventually will end in an hour's time. Once that new day ends, we call today history. We call today - yesterday. We call now - past. Everything that's present now will be over. It all stays as a memory. Memory stays for a moment and It fades away.

Which makes memory vaguely a rememberence. Which makes nothing lasts forever true.

This is me. I work 60 hours a week. I do not love my job but I try to at least like it. I do not like cleaning feet for people but I used to have others cleaning feet for me and Jesus did it too so why not?

That's how I usually start my day by telling myself that, It's a lie that I put Jesus's name in It to feel better but a pretty good one don't you think LOL I roll around in bed every morning when the alarm rings at 7.45 am and I just wish I could just don't give a damn bout work but I tell myself to wake up and a day will pass when you don't give a damn about it too.

As for last weekend, It started out with a tan after work on last friday night followed by heaps of foods from hotpot (steamboat) on a saturday night (have I mentioned drinking games and booze?) then ended with a very chocolaty afternoon filled with chocolate drinks to cake to a variety of chocolates for a very unusual sunday tea break.

Do note the weather hasn't been any friendlier since last week and It has not stopped pouring for awhile now. I cannot do my usual run cos' of the rain and I cannot eat Tim Tamless as a result I can be ready to put on a whole lot of weight by the time I return to Malaysia. Oh wait, I'm going to be in Sydney end of November before I return to my kampung (p.o.b) with Michelle and I'm gonna be looking for C and C and you should know who you are cos' I don't want to turn up unannounced ;)

Picture time. Enjoy viewing ;)

Tried out vertical tanning bed instead and prefer this than that (horizontal tanning beds)On Ilam fields last Saturday evening - on the way running home

YUCKY! I never thought I like em' and I never!

@ Yeena's - Thanks for eveything

White wine after dinner ;)

It's called 3 ducks HEHEChocolate Lounge -a treat for Joede turning 18

Each of them costs at least 2 dollars WTF and they are just OKAY
Double chocolate mud cake

Michelle's hot chocolate

Joede's Iced chocolate

my Belgium dark chocolate

..and then we started taking pictures of ourselves and after I took my shot with the newly turned 18th girl, I moved my 'high black leather chair' (as described in the website) towards Michelle who was seated on a cushion attached to the place hoping to get a picture with her..

..and

BANNNNGGGGGGGGGG *****

A loud crash followed by silence. Eyes all focused on one person.

The last thing I expected myself to be in was seeing myself in high waisted skirt, stockings and heels landed on the ground of Chocolate Lounge without knowing what actually just happened.

I was stunned. For a moment I sat on the floor. Did this just happened?Is this real? I was just about to take a picture? Why am I here?

I had a dazed expression on my face. I wasn't convinced that I really fell off the chair, just like that, like, a finger snap.

The waiter came and helped me up, apologized for what just happened and asked if I was alright. I was still stoned, looking at my surrounding, countless pairs of eyes still looking at me. In my head, I recognized only the word embarrass and nothing more.

Coming from a clumsy me, It wasn't exactly the first time I fell off from a chair. Indeed It happens but just not this one. It didn't feel like I was being clumsy or anything. It just didn't feel right. Truth is, one of the chair's legs was broken and It wasn't balanced and when I tried to move It closer to Michelle It couldn't hold up any longer and BAAAAAANNNGGG ! WTF! Awhile more, another waiter came and he asked what happened and the way he said it as if the chair meant more than anything in the world than a lady with bruised hands and feet and not forgetting bum!

I was upset, angry and felt mistreated for the way I should have had been treated as a customer. After endless discussions with my sisters, I decided to call the supervisor of the place and complain. The waiter told me 'he's busy' so he asked me to go to him at the counter. I did.

As soon as I finished with my drinks (which are not that great like how they claimed to be) , I walked up to him and he didn't even bother to look at me.

Impatient and angry, I went 'Hey!' he looked up, didn't show much interests. I, then asked,

' Are you the supervisor?'

' THE owner.' (NOTE: He emphasized the like THE , you know WTF)

' Do you know what happened? '

' Yeah, so...' without paying much attention to me, he contunued with his work.

' I was sitting on your chair, and It broke, I fell from It. I hurt myself and I was expecting you guys to do more than what you could have done.'

' I have 3 shops and honestly this never happened to any of my shops before. I will have a look at the chair and I might send It back to the factory to take a look at It. ' (Again WTF with the chair. Hello? I'm the customer. The victim. From your shop. Are you blind or dumb?)

' But I fell from It! '

' Like I said, I apologize but there's nothing we can do and It's unfortunate It happened to you.' (WTF If It happens to an old lady, her spinal cord would have been broken ten times WTF.)

Honestly It was seriously damn WTF and I'm BEEPing angry still until today (cos' It happened just yesterday WTH) He had the racist word painted on his forehead when he talked to me It was so damn BEEPing obvious he's an anti asian. Well, you don't look much like an angmoh either, you look like you wanted to be part of them but hey get a life OKAY porno star lookalike.

I never am good with being mean to people.

I just wish I could have said something like 'BEEP you' in front of his face or middle finger him or whatever just so I could feel better but this is just not me. I regret for what I haven't done and as THE owner, your workers do so much more better than you. Take a look at yourself. I never expected you for anything but If you were to be nicer just for Gods sakes as a human not as THE boss you will for sure make your customers happier and even do not mind falling down 100 times.

p.s There's a high chance the broken chair was damaged by one of their previous angry customers intentionally.

So much for a chocolaty sunday tea break.

BEEP!

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP.

I'm not referring to BEP as in Black Eyed Peas (you know how everyone goes BEP! lately?) cos' right now I do not give a BEEP to BEP I'm just so BEEPing angry with Xanga. I do not know how It went wrong but seriously all my pictures are gone from my post on Akaroa cos' I deleted them from my photo album and they too go missing with them at the same time?


What the BEEP.

I do not see any logic in that. This is just a BEEPing random post to express my anger towards, you? Sorry I wish you didn't have to see this well if you knew this was coming of course you wouldn't have clicked on It now that you did, SIGH! Just let me be random and lame for awhile OK. I noticed how much time I spend with photo uploads sometimes I doubt if it's worth the trouble but I guess It does get to me when things go wrong.

And WTF OK why must they put an emoticon with a sad face to remind me to be sad? It's bloody obvious how sad I would be finding out my 100 pictures are missing AGAIN the first time from Blogger and now from Xanga? Thanks for the courtesy but you are just too BEEPing stupid and that sad face of yours in a square box ain't cute cos' It just gave me a nightmare before I could even fall asleep.

Btw, the 'you' I'm referring to is those of you from Xanga. Not the Mr sad-face-in-a-square-box-that-says-IMAGE-NOT-FOUND cos' my insanity hasn't gone to the extent where I start swearing and condemning objects and worse, a BEEPing emoticon that goes :(

Want a sample? You got It. Not just one but everyone of my pictures are possessed. I really do not know how they turned into Mr sad-face-in-a-square-box-that-says-IMAGE-NOT-FOUND but I'm just so BEEPing sad now. I feel like I'm being possessed soon, turning into that Mr bla bla bla

If you are a young reader, BEEP is just BEEP, don't question, life's just a BEEPing bitch sometimes. Bitch is not as bad as BEEP so It's OK to say It out loud. Haven't you heard kiddo? Life's a bitch. It is indeed a BEEPing bitch.

If you were to judge, I'm lame, I'm foolish, I'm sensitive, just whatever. I really do not care now.

Put yourself on my heels, wear em' and feel how I feel you can wear my heels HERE or boys you can wear my sneakers HERE

Joy to Joyce - turning 18

On yesterday.

Honestly, I've never really treated her like a child. She was always someone I could talk to despite of the 4 years age gap we are having and quarter of blood we are sharing, she, has always been hell of a sister to me.

It's funny that I see some of myself in her. We are alike in many ways. Many ways that sometimes I'm afraid to see her grow old to face this world that is much cruel than once I thought how It would be.

Lucky thing is, she has a 22 year old sister and a 22 year old quarter sister to take it all for her waaaayy before she could let this world tumbles upon her because with us, she bears less than half of what we had gone through waaayyy back when Michelle and I were 18.

Thinking back of how we used to be together in our younger days, sometimes I wonder how did we all grow that much and not realise? Time passes so quickly and she's now a young, grown up beautiful lady.

No doubt becoming 18 is about ciggarettes, clubs and legal porn but to be able to think beyond that would make you a wiser person.

Family plays a massive role of course we did our part and Ma homemade some pretty cute cupcakes and we sang and watched her cut her cake. It was at that perfect moment I realised how being 18 is like. How being called 18 is like. As a family, I gave her my silent wishes as we all laughed away on a Wednesday night. The cold and damp outside never had a wee chance to pry into the warmness shared in between our loved ones.

J for? JOY!

That wasn't just IT yet. Eveyone deserves to have a memorable 18 birthday.There was a surprise. The surprise was planned quite in-promptu and It struck me right when I was scrubbing my customer's foot. WTF

Discussed. Discussed. Discussed.

Bam!

She's one happy 18th year old girl ;)

The 18 cupcakes lighted with really adorable candles

We had the lights turned off and Ma went 'JOY! Everyone's waiting outside already LA!' and she came downstairs in a rush seeing me n Michelle holding one cupcake singing her happy birthday ;)

Then we asked her to make a wish and suddenly THEY appeared with the rest of 17 cupcakes!

Making a wish ;)

For all the cold we might have suffered from sneaking around outside the house, we were all just waiting for THAT SMILE ;)

Aren't they cute?
Us

Thanks for the effort big boys!

A family affair LOL

The cupcake Michelle and I were holding at first that said 'GIRL'

Cupcakes Mania!

Psychology students discussion WTF

Random coffee picture

Texting Karen to say 'Thanks for the watch!' Yeah It's the one on the table with the red ribbon!

The smiley faces I painted on Michelle's nails and the smiley candle ;P

P.S You only need one wish. That one wish is to be able to have many many wishes!

=_='

P.S Again. I don't remember myself using that in the longest time LOL anyway HAPPY BREAKING FREE AND CELEBRATING YOUR LEGAL STATUS TO DO MOST THINGS DAY!

Til then,

I just wanna say I love you my sis which you never ever will hear from me saying so yeah!

=_=''